I’m home tonight in front of the Footy. I was supposed to be out for dinenr and a movie tonight with Suzi but she messaged me at lunchtime saying she had forgotten and made other plans. WIth Suzi it seems to be happening a little too often lately to the point that i think that i’m wasting my time. Yes i have feelings for her and yes we go way back but i’m beginning to feel a fool lately as we make arrangements only to see them evaporate when she forgets.

Now regular readers owuld be saying i need to act on my crush but there is just one small problem, she has got back together with her boyfriend and they are spending a weekend away together. I guess sometimes crushes are never going to be more than looking from afar. I’m of the impression if they ever make a movie of my life then its not going to be a romantic comedy, more one of those comedies or perhaps even a disaster movie.

Tags: dating, friends, crushes